Erica. B
VP, Salesforce
“Over the last six months, I have been able to take power and ownership over myself, my actions, my emotions, and my future. I have learned and developed skills that have enabled me to better define who I am and what I'm capable of. Six months ago, I was feeling powerless at work, over my emotions, over my career, and over my development. I struggled to speak my voice and showcase any confidence which translated into stressful work relationships with my colleagues and boss as well as a major lack of self-care and self-compassion. I didn't know how to prioritize myself or my needs, because I quite honestly, never focused on what they were. In the same vein, I struggled to find my power, because I was convinced it wasn't me who controlled any aspect of my own life. Now of course I know that couldn’t be further from the truth. I recognize the extreme and total power that I have and I've used to it to completely transform all aspects of my life. My relationship with my boss changed in every way, I no longer was anxious and nervous around him, I feel capable and strong and he, in turn, acknowledges my successes publicly and praises me regularly on my work. I have deeper connections with my coworkers. Instead of fearing what my new role and new authority what do, I've found ways to connect with them and show my value and worth which has enabled them to show their best value and worth to me as well. Although negative energies are still around me, I am able to see them more clearly and shield myself from absorbing any effect. I feel myself shining brightly, bringing more positivity into my life and into the lives of those important to me. I recognize the strength of my thoughts and feelings and have witnessed first hand the miracle of thoughts becoming circumstances. In my personal life, I have been able to attract a strong, nice, thoughtful, independent, and deeply reflective person when in the past I've always attracted weak, and dependent people. Although I have always held the power of control, I am now able to utilize it every minute of every day. Of course, not all moments or even days are perfect, but I am able to spin any negative into a positive with the flip of a mental switch. I can change my perspective, I can better explain my thoughts and feelings, and I can feel free. There is so much growth that has occurred over the last 6 months, it's hard to imagine how dark of a place I felt I was in before. But I use that as motivation to keep using my power and the law of attraction to stay in control for my present and for my future. I can't wait to see what the next 6 months bring, but I know for sure it will be filled with happiness, excitement, fulfilment, joy, and love.”
